Gentle Readers,
Hello! It’s me…Twinkle Mom.
Taking the blogging sabbatical has been a much needed breathe of fresh air and gave me a lot of time, just focusing on what needed to be re-organize, focus on our Father, and listening….just listening.
“Be still, and know that I am God” (Psalm 46:10)
This was a pretty tough thing to do and in a lot of ways, I felt like I was more busy than being still, but in the process I really felt Him teaching me things that needed to be taught and the time spent with family, with Him and focusing on matters of the home, really help me focus on Him all the more, as I used this time to, well…just listen to Him and let Him guide me and not try to take personal initiative.
In the process, me and a few others embark on a blessed journey that I am thankful to Him for its growth and development and pray that it will continue to grow and be a blessings for all those who seek to serve Him and to raise our families in His will and way.
My husband and I are a week shy of hosting a bible study through our church, at home and excited for the fellowship and accountabilty that will bring and the challenges of growth it will create for us and those who are a part of it.
Homeschooling took a momentary break for a brief summer vacation and we are back at it this week with going over the basics of addition, through the use of copywork.
Nature study has taken a bit of a set back, mostly due to hot weather and with more improvising indoors. I look forward to picking that up, when our Father blesses us with cooler weather,eventually, and in the meantime, just praying that our area will be blessed with some rain to ease the moderate water shortage that is in the area.
As I was thinking and looking for an appropiate verse to use, this article strucked my heart,”Be Still and Know that I am God“, and I could relate to this paragraph:
“Sadly, there are those who are far from “still”; they “do all the work” and give God none of the credit. They believe that by “lifting up their hands” and by “taking courage,” they can survive and thrive by the sweat of their own brow. They can do it all on their own, without any divine dependence.
Here is the irony in this term “be still.” While we must take the initiative to fulfill our responsibilities and live our lives, the uncertainties of living in a world of sin and woe will continually challenge us. Personal initiative is no substitute for reliance upon God (cf. James 4:13-17).
During my sabbatical, I was deeply humbled and reminded by Him, how imperfect I am and how much we need and should rely on Him and trust Him.
Even as we are winding down from our “summer vacation”, news have come that my husband maybe promoted and with that, changes that will mean really trusting in our Father from that point on, but that’s not really what humbled me.
What humbled me was first of all, the reminder that not everything is forever, but our Heavenly Father is. No matter where WE are, HE IS, and forever will be, so we’re really not going to be “alone” as we may think we are.
Secondly, just learning to as the paragraph mention, “reliance on Him”. That including trusting that even if He calls out to leave our home for another, HE will deliver and guide us, no matter what and IS there, not will be there, but IS, there.
Finally, my spirit needed a lot of resting and recharging. I could feel myself being called into the valley by Him and really needing that time with Him and even in the most mundane tasks, just needing to just listen, not speak, but listen.
I guess you can say, the sabbatical revolves around a lot of “being still”.
It has and was and is helpful.
So, here I am.
Right now I’m working on gathering everything we will need for first grade (can you believe it) and we found an inexpensive comb binder which will be a huge bonus for us.
One of the things I want to do is create my own lesson planner to help with preparing material easier and if I’m sick or we are on vacation, it won’t be hard to pick up where we left off.
I’m praying and hoping too, that by taking this extra step, it will help us be a little better organized (isn’t this the quest of all homeschoolers and just plain busy moms)?
Other than that…just taking things slower these days and learning to keep focus on what is important and making time for others when it happens.
I think that was the biggest thing.
Too many projects and so little time.
So here I am again, Gentle Readers.
I missed you!